sincerely or not

it's raining outside. i dont know what to do. I just wanna write somethin. somethin abstract.
you know what ? sometimes, i just think that, the things I've done all this time are useless. having someone, and then left him or he left me, then have a new one. that's very useless. relationship is just about hurt and to be hurted. relationship is just about happiness at beginning. rite ?
maybe it's too early to talk about this. but, I really want someone who could bring me into the real happiness, not a while. I dont need anybody who ask me "would you be my girlfriend", i need more.
I always wish there will be someone who comes and then, ask me "would you be my future?". I know that sounds absurd.
I'm just tired of having these syit useless tiring things. but I can't be alone. now, I just need someone who loves me, sincerely or not.

I'm happy for a moment be yours. But no more hope.

sampah

heyhooo..
how are you ?
not fine.
yes I am. haha.
these two days Im really busy, bahasa prancisnya, awak sadang banyak karajo. pusyang. hah.
now im preparing for the vocal group competition, competition ? hahahaa berlebihan skali bahasanya. lomba di dalam lingkungan fakultas lebih tepatnya.
im also preparing for the presentation, the last presentation.
after wednesday, I'll be the happiest person in this world.
yuhuuuuu. ha -_____-

like the beautiful grass

had a great idea to take photo after doing vocal group exercise in another side of my campus. see ? my campus is a great place for photo session :D haha

"cinta adalah menjaga rasa ketika orang itu dimiliki oleh kita atau tidak"

I miss you

like I used to

it has been couple years we've been a friend
it has been million seconds we've been together
it has been a habit of saying I love you
at beginning, losing you was an easy thing
nothing wont change, i thought before
but then,
I realize something, something has gone now
even everyday i could say those sweet words to you
but who's me ?
it is up to you if you want to leave me for someone else
and that is something which I'm really afraid of.

sorry for making you stay,
i just cant let you go,
im still loving you, like i used to. 






 

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