menunggu saja

seiring mengalirnya waktu,
persepsiku kian berubah
ah,
buat apa mencari yang seperti itu
buat apa ?
bila 'hambar' rasanya

kadang aku kasihan pada diriku sendiri
haha,
bercermin rasanya malas
malas melihat diriku
malas untuk menyadari bahwa aku lah yang patut tuk dikasihani

seiring bergeraknya jarum jam itu,
persepsiku semakin berubah
buat apa ?
buat apa mencari sesuatu yang ku inginkan ?
buat apa memaksakan sesuatu yang nyatanya memang
'berbeda' ?

menunggu saja,
mungkin lebih baik
menunggu sesuatu yang benar inginkanku
yang benar mencintaiku.

messed up

banyak sekali yang aku pikirkan pagi ini
ya, lelah memikirkannya. namun bisa apa ?

i just want to tell you the truth, i just want to make you understand.
but it's not going to be that easy.

aku tak punya keberanian untuk sekedar mengatakan,
keinginanku.

aku lelah, kau tau ?
sepertinya tidak.

aku ingin mengakhiri semuanya,
memulai segala sesuatu yang baru, yang ku inginkan pastinya.

aku hampir gila.
aku tertawa bukan berarti aku normal, AKU GILA !

jalanan di otakmu jelas berbeda dengan punyaku.
menurutku ini, menurutmu itu.

can I ?

pertanyaan yang sebenarnya tak membutuhkan jawaban.
jelas tidak bisa.

hei !

apa kalian sedang berpikir bahwa tulisan ini tentang cinta ?

bukan kawan !
salah besar ! bukan itu !

we just love to see that there is a camera near us

as I told you before, i would post some photos of me and my friends..here they are...

i dont know why those pics look like that, coz the original pics are already rotated -,-
but it's okay, yg penting muka kita yg lucu2 itu keliatan *eeeaaaaa :p

It is not just be mine

As a human, I do feel sad. I do feel  hurt. I do feel empty.

Since I was born until now I don’t know about my life.

That’s mine but seems not. My life isn’t completely mine.

Why do I say that ?

Because I’m doing what I don’t love to do

I’m doing all of these just for people around me

You know ?

I want to find something that is really me

I don’t know what is that,

What I should do then ?

Should I just continue my life by this way ?

Or ?

I imagine that I could do ‘that’ for the rest of my life

May I wish something ?

I hope…

…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

is it good or not ?

i just did a....what ? i dont know what should it be called. that's a kind of personality test and i got the link from my friend's blog auliafairuz.blogspot.com, and the result has shocked me, coz mmm...yeaa...a bit true. nope, that's true ! :D here is the result for the 3rd question,

 look at the Anggit point...
"someone that you will remember for the rest of your life"
haha oh God -,-








if you wanna know the result of yours, just try it
Tibetan Personality Test

stuck

is there anyone who wants to help me ? anyone ??

i'm blind, i'm getting blind. i dont have any idea to write something about "leadership" rite now. but i have to, this should be submitted tomorrow. hahaha oh no, H E L P !

seperti mahasiswa/siswa normal pada umumnya, ngerjain tugas adalah "the worst" thing to do. apalagi kalo lg ga mood, ga punya ide kaya yg gw alamin sekarang.

what's the difficulty of writing about leadership ??

tp namanya lg buntu tetep aja buntu.

I've ever thought not to go to college anymore. this is N O T me (learning academical things) gw suka sesuatu yang abstrak. ga baku. bebas.

am I stupid ?

of course no

ini cuma masalah perbedaan persepsi. toh setiap orang punya pandangan masing2 ttg hidup kan ??

i'm stuck  :l

Wednesday Nite

well well well...after being so busy before midtest, last nite we went to somewhere hehe to refresh our selves...we had dinner together then we took photo box, I'll post the pics later :p
and here are the pics when we were having dinner...

                                                       #Lovely Jello, it has "egg" in it :o

                                                                      Wence-Cipi

                                                                          Lia-Awfa 

                                                                         Me-Lia

                                                                             -__-

Cipi :D



hanging out with them is always fun :D

8

8,

everything started coz of 8

love and happiness

also sadness came to my life

coz of 8...

this is the 31th 8

for being a couple

but for whole story of us

I don't know exactly

lot of 8...

with or without you,

8 is special

always...

happy eight, sweetheart...

S K I R T

walaaaaa....i changed the function of my batik skirt hehehe :D

I really like that "skirt" coz it has beautiful color of flowers :)