baadddd daaayy

Well well well…I don’t know but it feels so hard for me. Many task, many things to do… aaarrrghhhh I hate this situation ! I’m not ready to face national examination actually,especially in physics, aaahhhhhh I hate physics, nope I like it huh ? -_-

By the way, this morning I made a painting, a messy painting L I don’t know but it became very bad painting. I lost my mood then I didn’t continue painting it. Wanna see ?

doesn't it look like an elementary school student's painting ?
-_-

Unexpected Plan

I’ll never know the end of this story. Never, yes never. I made many plan but yaaa…it’s just a plan, am I wrong making of that ?

I never imagine it’s gonna be like this..haha if I remember 4 years ago when the 1^st time I met him hehe, I just wanna smile :) actually it was a stupid meeting..I never thought I will be his girlfriend. I didn’t even know if my school had a student named “Anggit Pungkas Wibowo” hehehe :D

But God always has an unexpected plan…like he gave for me.

He is the first guy that I introduced to my parents and luckily they love him so much, until now :)

We have so many beautiful memories..we used to talk in school just twice a day, in the morning before bell and in the afternoon after school..we used to go home together..study together..eat one plate for both..go for math course together..cook together..and other sweet things..but one thing that I never forget and I always miss to do is, pray together..huaahhh…I never did it before with a special one. Oya, he gave me half heart necklace in 2008, I forget the date but I just remember that it was after lebaran’s holiday. And he gave me a Donald Duck doll and I named it adut (Anggit Gendut) hehhe :D

On graduation day, we took a picture and it was printed by my mom with a large size. I put it in my room wall..not a really good image actually but I love it :D

After graduated from junior high, we went to a same school and…we got a same class. Fiuhhh…since then our relationship went worse and worse until one day, when we had been a couple for almost 19 months, it became very bad and finally we broke up :( and it was my fault. My stupidity. It was the biggest regret in my life.

But now, we’re back together. I never imagined that he would be mine again.. after being separate for a long time enough..

Yes, as I said before, God always has unexpected plan for us.. ;)

 

 i love you

youuuu

"i tried to run from ur side, but each place i hide, it only reminds me of you"

hmmm...i think that lyric was made for meee !!

u'll never know how much u love ur boy/girlfriend until u lose them, until u know u're not the one..

huuaaaaahhh...being separated with aa was a nightmareeee ! I lost control, I didn't know what i did..but thank God that nightmare was over.. :)

aa, I'll never leave u again..I'll keep this love..coz now i know how important u are for me..

I love you aa :)

 

 my adut

our promise

Have u ever made a big promise with ur friend ???

Of couuurrrrseeee !!!!

We (me and nia) made a promise

                “siapapun diantara kita yang nikah duluan, yang kalah harus nyanyi di wedding partynya yg menang” Rabu, 26 Januari 2011 2.10 pm

Let’s see niiiiiaaaa ! I’ll make u sing in my wedding party :p

As you read in my previous post, gw bilang kalo anak SMA sering berkhayal yg aneh2 hahaha :D ngerencanain ini itu…tanpa tau akhirnya bakal gimana, but it’s so fun !

Masalah terwujud atau ngganya itu urusan Tuhan, tp yg jelas, suatu saat saat kita baca dan inget soal mimpi2 indah kita, kita akan tersenyum dan bilang “I miss them a lot” :)

stupid :D

Guess what happened todaaaayyyyy ? hahahaha u know, today was so funnnyyyyy :D

Td critanya gw dan temen2 gw yg lain lg les dan pas istirahat kita mau solat ashar…tapi ada 1 orang kedekeraaaaannnn bgt..dia pake clana pendek dan ga bawa sarung. just call him “tucky” –peace :v-

Gw : (nyopot sepatu)

Tucky : git, bawa sarung ga ?

Gw : (dalam hati) stress kali ni orang, gw masih cewe asli kali.

         Ga lah, ngapain gw bawa sarung. Pake rok mukena aja !! (I thought it was a good idea)

Semuanya wudhu..begitu juga dengan Tuckyyy…

Selesai wudhu…

Tucky : ambilin dong (nunjuk gantungan mukena)

Gw : manja banget (sewot tp tetep ngambilin)

Dan akhirnyaaaaa…taraaaaaaaa….there was a beautiful prince ! manis banget tu anak pake rok mukena warna putih gitu bhahahaha :D (just cant stop laugh when I remember it :p)

Gw nyuruh dia buat pake atasan mukenanya sekalian, but when I gave it to him, we were touched each other. Batal deh. Terpaksa wudhu lagi..

Ditempat wudhu gw udh curiga dia ngeliatin jemuran orang…okay, Cuma prasangka gw doang kali.

tucky : temenin gw nyari sarung git

gw : (mau minjem ke siapa coba?)

abis wudhu gw tinggal ke mushola.

And guess what happened next ?

Temen gw : ciieee tucky udah ada jeaaaannnss

Tucky : (dengan tampang polos, ralat ! dengan tampang bloon) dari JEMURAN

………………….

He stole it ! whatta stupid boy bhahahaha :D

hikmah : jangan ngambil clana orang dari jemuran tanpa izin buat solat, karena pahala solat lu bakal impas sama dosa lu nyolong, hmm...maksud gw minjem barang orang tanpa izin ;)

just can't stop smile when i remember that :D

smanitra 10/11 di teriknya matahari

highschool oh highschool

SMA…dunia penuh cerita. Banyak canda tawa, banyak masalah, banyak ketawa, banyak nangis…masalah yg ada di SMA itu jauh lebih complicated dari yg gw bayangin. Mungkin karena pola pikir yang berubah dan cenderung lebih ribet. Sok dewasa maksud gw. Sok ngerasa paling bener, padahal..

Saat lagi seneng ga ada masalah, kita bakal bilang masa masa SMA adalah masa yg paling indah. Tp apa ? saat masalah itu muncul kita bakal bilang “gw pengen cepet2 lulus terus kuliah”.

Itulah yg gw rasain selama di SMA. Kelas 1 gw punya banyak temen yg gw rasa smuanya sayang sama gw. Kebersamaan, solidaritas, huhh…smuanya terasa indah dikelas itu.

Sampai akhinya gw naik ke kelas 2, dan…masalah mulai datang silih berganti. Kelas 2 SMA adalah saat terberat dalam hidup gw. Gw ga berlebihan, tp emang gw ngerasa smuanya menjauh dari gw. Kebahagiaan yg dulu slalu ada pergi perlahan sampai akhirnya tinggal sedih yg gw rasa. Kosong, hampa, ga punya tempat berbagi, ga bisa jadi diri sendiri, takut mau pergi kemana2, smuanya pernah gw rasain. Yaa..bukan tanpa alasan gw bisa ngalamin smua itu.  Entah salah siapa, entah siapa yg memperburuk keadaan, but it was so baaaddd :(

Tapi sekarang smuanya berjalan jauh lebih baik. Gw ga lagi ngerasain perasaan2 itu. Dan justru itu yg sekarang bikin gw sedih mau pisah sma mereka :’)

Masa SMA…

Dunia yg penuh mimpi. Apalagi kelas 3. Rasanya udah sejengkal buat meraih impian2 kita. Impian yg sebenarnya terlalu dini untuk diimpikan anak kelas 3 SMA. Married..? yap, ga jarang anak SMA yg udah mikirin tentang konsep pernikahan. Kuliah aja masih bingung mau dimana..hm…

“gw lulus SMA mau masuk kebidanan, kuliah 3 taun, lulus, terus mau ke luar negeri kerja 1 atau 2 taun, balik lagi ke indo terus nikah sma anggit”

Kasian banget ni orang ngekhayalnya kebangetan --> GUE !

Tapi ya gimana ? namanya juga bermimpi. Bermimpi kan boleh aja, kalo kata orang bijak “ga akan ada kesuksesan tanpa mimpi” ye gak ? :p

Hahhhh…mau gimanapun pola pikir anak SMA, tp tetep aja SMA itu seru..membuat kita belajar untuk mengerti apa itu kehidupan yang sebenarnya, SMA itu pintu untuk sampai di “dunia nyata" :)

foto BTS 12IPA3 @Sinou Cafe

 

 

first ? norak !!!

well...this is the 1st time.. finally im blogging..hahaha norak abis. tp ya gimana, emang baru baru tertarik sama dunia blog akhir2 ini sih.. :D