23 yo | sensitive | cheerful | independent |

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

mereka

it's raining outside. and I'm so lazy to study for tomorrow, yes, the last final test I have. I dont even have any spirit anymore for this semester.pfffftttt

what i wanna talk right now is about them.
3 person...
2 person that ever be the most wonderful things in my life...
1 person whom I try to change their position...
*pasti lo ga ngerti* yaudah pura2 ngerti aja. baca aja ga usah banyak nanya.

let's say A,Z, and V.

first, A.

A is the one who had ever been my partner for a long time enough, for about 3 years. A itu orangnya sangat realistis. dia ga suka sama segala sesuatu yang berlebihan. A itu, terlalu teoritis. A itu keras. tapi A itu jujur. I mean, he never hide something from me, even he told me something that actually could hurt me. tapi itulah A.

Z.
I never understand the way he loves me. but he taught me lot of things without realizing that. Sikap dia yang apa adanya, ngajarin gue kalo cinta harusnya emang ga di buat2, kalo kita ga perlu jadi orang lain buat dicintai. kalo kita, cukup menjadi diri sendiri bahkan seharusnya kita ga malu buat nunjukin kekurangan kita. He showed me that love doesnt need any rose or gift. Love is our own way to show it. Dan cuma sama dia, gw mengorbankan banyak hal...karena cuma dia, yang membawa gw ke sebuah cinta yang tanpa alasan.

V.
It's hard to love him like the way I love A or Z. but i never stop trying.