in here, a little bad thing, could make everything's much worse.
in here, a little failure, could make me think that I can't, that I cant continue what I'm doing now.
being in here, just hurt myself more and more.
but avoiding my self from here, could hurt them. my parents. and everyone who always supports me.
then what ? then how ?
if only I could tell them and make them understand with all the things I actually feel, I actually hide.
I dont even understand why it feels so hard being in here.
I see them, they do feel the same feeling like I do, they do feel hard being in here, but still...they survive.
feels like a fool knowing that.
feels so weak comparing myself with them.
so,
who's wrong ?
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there are many words that could make people stronger.
but none for me.
