it's raining outside. i dont know what to do. I just wanna write somethin. somethin abstract.
you know what ? sometimes, i just think that, the things I've done all this time are useless. having someone, and then left him or he left me, then have a new one. that's very useless. relationship is just about hurt and to be hurted. relationship is just about happiness at beginning. rite ?
maybe it's too early to talk about this. but, I really want someone who could bring me into the real happiness, not a while. I dont need anybody who ask me "would you be my girlfriend", i need more.
I always wish there will be someone who comes and then, ask me "would you be my future?". I know that sounds absurd.
I'm just tired of having these syit useless tiring things. but I can't be alone. now, I just need someone who loves me, sincerely or not.
