23 yo | sensitive | cheerful | independent |

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Last Saturday For A While


It feels so fast since you came
Came when I thought love is nothing
Catching me when I was alone with so much tears
Holding me when I didn’t know what my hands are for

You made me realize something
Realize that I still need you here
Realize that I’ll never let you go from my side
Realize that I don’t want to lose someone that I love

Why ?
Because I know it will be hard
Because I know everything starts with happiness,
But ends with so much pains.

I still want to see you laugh, see you smile, see you sleep
I know that’s only a dream
Why am I so afraid ?
Coz I don’t know what’s gonna happen to us
I don’t know if you’ll always be mine or not
I don’t know if you’ll find another better person in there
I don’t know if you’ll still love me,
When we’re apart
Sometimes I ask myself,
Why do I have to love you ?
Someone that I know will leave me
Even for a while.

But im just too afraid
Afraid of losing you
Afraid if I won’t have any right to love you anymore
and,
Afraid you’ll be different
Saturday, March 03, 2012 4.13 pm

I’ve died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I’ve loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

#Christina Perri-A Thousand Years