23 yo | sensitive | cheerful | independent |

Sunday, May 1, 2011

I (really) don't know about my self

Do you ever think about ur future ? yes absolutely yes. Hm, and so do I. I do think about my future buuuut, I don’t know what exactly I dream of. Hm, confusing, yes I know. I know I’ve decided to be a midwife or a nurse, but actually I’m not really sure about it, I don’t have another choice, just being a midwife is the only one I want beside being a psychologist or a chef.
Thinking about future was really fun before, hm. But in fact, it doesn’t as fun as I guess.  Huaaaahhh..!!! I just remember what my boyf talked to me, he said that I should do what I actually like (like being a chef). I don’t know but maybe he knew that I really like cooking and I am so inspired with Farah Quinn.
I really hate May, coz I should wait some important things (pengumuman lulus UN, SNMPTN undangan, tes kbidanan) haaa…haha, haha, haha, yes im crazy. Can I just skip May then enjoy June with a lot of smiles ?? I know, im not mature enough to face this. I’m too afraid, am I ?
Okay, whatever I will be, I hope I won't choose something wrong. I wanna get the best for my future, and I think everyone want it so..




maaf,
saya lagi galau :(